Post by Claire Hawkins on Feb 21, 2021 23:10:50 GMT -5
Once more I stand here within the jaws of the indomitable abyss, broken and beaten. Yet, as the winds change their course, I cannot help but wonder if I will continue to be looked down upon and disregarded as nothing more than fodder for what the powers at be have deemed "Stars". Is it worth it? Should I continue upon my journey of a New Life when it has already been determined that I will never be anything more than a slab of meat to be waved about in front of the foolish newcomers that Action Wrestling seems to love signing; like an addict fulfilling their need for a fix? You understand, right? To constantly be kept low until they deem you worthy enough for feeding to the emotionless creatures that they have so created. They wear their smiles and tell you what you wish to hear, that you'll reach the top if you continue to work hard. Then, at the first opportunity that is presented, they toss you aside in favor of the latest sad sack of flesh so that the process can be repeated indefinitely. It is a truly disgusting practice, but one that people won't dare acknowledge. Not if they want to continue holding their spot on this fucked totem pole of salacious subjectivity. Oh, who the fuck am I kidding? You wouldn't understand what I am trying to say if it were to hit you across the face like the SHining Witch I delivered to the last time we met within the squared circle. Though, if I were to be perfectly honest, I suspect that there is an overwhelmingly vast amount that you don't understand outside of constantly stuffing your face; perpetually eating defeat on a weekly basis. If it weren't for you, Teo would have had his hand raised last week and the Battlebowl would be in the stars for both him and yourself. Then again, what do you care? You have undoubtedly spent the last week doing nothing but sitting at home with a plate of shit piled in front of your face. Not me. Whether it be victory or defeat, I look inward and reflect on what I could have done differently; what should have been done. I do not waste time dwelling on the past. Not when the future's so much closer. Instead, I refocus and train harder than before. For, as we ARE athletes, there is always something that we need to improve upon in order to deliver the best possible. Can you say the same? Can you even say, with unwavering confidence, that you want to be here? You don't have to answer, I already know that you cannot. Not due to your size nor weight, I've touched on that enough, but due to the sheer incompetence that you have continuously shown. In case you have forgotten, I am not one to allow such personal failings to go unpunished. Much like last time, you will find yourself getting your shit kicked in and no salvation in sight. After all, I am the greatest Television Champion for a reason; belt or not, I am going to decimate you. Quoth the Witch Forvermore. ((I am aware that this is a departure from the New Life series that I have been writing recently. However, I foolishly placed too much confidence in part V and failed to make the impossible possible. As such, my confidence and motivation have taken a major hit and I haven't been able to write the next portion of New Life. So this is just a little intermission while I play with the table options. Hopefully, you all aren't too disappointed.)) |