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Post by Roy Speede on Oct 21, 2018 22:59:09 GMT -5
No problem dude. Helps me out a lot too; wouldn't have posted this week otherwise. My mom had surgery and I'm going to probably be spending the better part of the next 96 or so hours at the hospital with her, with minimal opportunity to write because my mind will most certainly not be in a place to do so from a hospital room. Kinda following up on this, since it kinda relates. first off, I'm sorry to SJW for the no-show, and to the administrative team. SJW will be a kickass champ, I know, and it feels only appropriate that the same dude that got wrecked by WCF's Final Destination get wrecked by AW's All-In Winner (LOL!) As of now, my mother is still in the rehab center at the hospital, and the most optimistic of optimistic opinions is that she'll be coming home Tuesday, with Wednesday being more likely and the weekend being a fall-back plan. On top of that, I had to go back to work in a greater capacity this past week, so between being physical exhausted and mentally even more so, I haven't felt like writing whatsoever even when I've had time available. And I'm lobbying for a position in management, which will probably leave me even less time and mental capacity for my hobbies, at least until I get more used to things. I love you guys. This place has felt like a second home for me, and many of you guys I've gotten to talk to and get to know as my friends over the last seven plus years. I thought I wasn't going to get back into this game, but Gravedigger, Torture, Deruty, and a few others drew me back into a place that gave me the drive to write and to push my competitive side to its limits like I haven't felt since my first days in WCF as a douchebag fifteen year old with a shitty attitude. I grew up with some of you guys as role models and mentors, if not for my everyday life, at least for my writing. If you had told me a year ago that I would be teary-eyed over having to make a post of this nature in a fed that hadn't even been formed yet, I would've been dumbfounded, but here I am. So I guess, at least for now, see you later. This isn't goodbye. This is me saying, whether I've been as involved as I wanted lately or not, it's time for a formal break. I'll try to get back to form for the WOTY tournament. I'll definitely stick my nose where it doesn't belong in-character when I do finally make a return, be it as Speede or someone else. Thanks for understanding, guys. I could spend all day on this and not be content with what has been said and what has been left unsaid. I'm sorry for that too, guys. I wish this were better. I'll try to hang out OOC when I can, at least, but for now, writing is just... not in me. Peace.
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Post by Dandy DiVito on Oct 21, 2018 23:02:24 GMT -5
Happy trails, brother. I hope your mom's situation eventually settles down and smooths out. Godspeed to you and your family, and good luck at work. My remarkably short time here with you has been a pleasure. I hope for and look forward to more down the road.
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Post by Claire Hawkins on Oct 21, 2018 23:10:47 GMT -5
Peace! You do you Speede, I'm pretty sure everybody here agrees on that and so you shouldn't worry over us. After all, that's quite a lot of stuff you've been dealing with and it's pretty naturel that this (among other things no doubt) would fall off to the wayside. Just know that there isn't anybody that can take your place either here, there, nor anywhere! Get healthy mentally and physically! Get that management job! RAH! RAH! RAH!
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Post by Jaice Wilds on Oct 21, 2018 23:25:29 GMT -5
We all appreciate what you've done both in and out of character.
You're a good duder, and frankly it sucks that all this has to happen at once to you.
Best wishes on your real life situations, and I (along with SO many others) will await your return with open arms.
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Post by Gravedigger on Oct 23, 2018 17:25:24 GMT -5
I love you too you little fucker! I remember you as that little 15 year old kid with attitude. At one point in your early days in WCF, people said you thought I really hated you and shit and I about died laughing over it.
Dude, I hope your mom gets better and gets back to how she was before. It's tough having parents in the hospital. My dad had a massive heart attack a couple of years ago and we almost lost him. I had to spend a couple of weeks in the hospital until he was able to get back home so I know how you feel.
You're a huge part of Action Wrestling and it wouldn't be the same had we not busted our asses and got D-Day to bust his to sell you on the place and make you return to the hobby. You'll definitely always have a place here IC and most definitely OOC whenever you're ready.
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Post by Roy Speede on Oct 23, 2018 22:36:27 GMT -5
I love you too you little fucker! I remember you as that little 15 year old kid with attitude. At one point in your early days in WCF, people said you thought I really hated you and shit and I about died laughing over it. Umm, dude? It's called selling. Hello!! Lol
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Post by Evander Cage on Oct 24, 2018 9:29:14 GMT -5
Hoping everything gets better with your mother. I've been in and out of hospital most of my life so I understand it can be a very emotional and exhausting place to be in. At the end of the day this is just a hobby and you have to do what's best for you and as others have already said we all understand.
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