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Post by Jody Madrox on Dec 9, 2023 21:10:13 GMT -5
12/9/2023
To be honest with y'all, i am kinda a mess. When I shot that promo last week, I was shoot drunk and under the influence. I need to come clean, I am seeking rehab this week, and recently been seeing a therapist on the low. I guess being from the hood, you don't know how to be able to regulate yourself, and it's time to make a change. This AW Clash that's coming soon, I will not be in no mental shape to compete in this triple threat.
I know i haven't had a lot of luck with contenderships and this one will not be any different, so if TJ or Niobe win, they earned the right to fight Gunn for the Omega Greek letter championship, and not me.
I might end up leaving AW before it's Christmas day....feels like nobody has faith in my abilities..
I might end up dead before my 41st birthday... and no one will care...
Who knows?
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Post by Jody Madrox on Dec 12, 2023 20:32:34 GMT -5
12/12/2023
Here's the thing, I am quite shocked that i even won last Clash and had Tobias basically call me out for his guy in Roman Gunn. I am not really afraid of a somaon man who has a manager who needs to basically be his mouth piece, maybe there is a paul heyman guy in all of us.... nah, i'm my own man and don't need someone like jb or a Tobias or whatever his name is send a message out there, but before i get too deep into it... i wanted to give a hugh shout out to TJ and Niobe for bringing out that fire in me when i was down below.
I really on god thought that i wouldn't make past second gear... but hey, they brought it out in me. Maybe, they do see something in a geto boy for me to be put in this postition, and i am not going to act like it's going to be some passin of some torch shit... i already know how it's going to go down, so i'm not excatly not going to be upset if I get that Jessie Lee treatment when it comes to title matches...ooh, didn't mean to go there.... y'all know know if you know.
Speakin of Jessie Lee, i still kinda like her and hope one day outside of this ring we get to know one another, who knows i might fuck around and get a mistletoe towrds her and see where it goes... ahh, fuck it i already know how she get's down... still hope she gets shit poppin either way so it's all love.
Now, onto my personal life... well, i said i was going to rehab.. but one in my area is booked till mid February, so i gotta wait till then. Plus, i've almost had fatal thoughts of self deletion in the past few months, but with my neice and JB keeping my mind at bay i feel like I can make towrds my 41st birthday... something i wished my half brother could have done but... but... he let his street shit and vices get to him....
Fuck i could have joined him on some Von Erich shit... but no, i told myself, Glo'Glo that will still live... live as long as i can... i might not be a saint and haven't been in a church in over five years... but i still got faith in god watchin over my sinful, geto minded ass....
I know i'm ramblin, but this is what i am feelin... happyness... hornyness.... and a sense of new lease of my life with this contendership that i've obtained... i don't know what next monday holds... but consider this as me showin up and showin out for the holidays...
Da Geto Boy out dis bishhhh'
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Post by Jody Madrox on Dec 20, 2023 10:06:45 GMT -5
12/20/23
I honestly have NOOOOOOOOO clue how I did it. I have NOOOOOO fuckin clue how I beat Roman Gunn for the OMEGA title last Monday this week. I mean shouts out to him, its all in love n shit. I mean i think when I heard he was retirin, I was like "oh shit..he gon gon?" when I was in the Torture postion near the team n shit. When they said to me "go out there kid, Gunn gonna make ya" I was shocked as fucked (count how many fucks i've said so far, you'll be havin fuckin problems *get it?*). So now, i'm back home in the D with my family and maybe but a my niece gives a fuck because everyone else around don't care bout this wrestlin shit i'm doin...
I know my half bro is lookin down with a smile on his face tellin me... "good Jo'Jo you always been an achieving ass kid"... along with my otha fam like my mama and step dad too with him... fuck, i'm about to break down in tears, but I gotta stay strong for them.
I know being the one to end Gunn reign with the Omega title is'a hugh luaching point fo' me... and I gotta hold it down for that divison startin next year... but who knows, it might end up bein taken out like a shotty to the back like Ricky from Boyz n da Hood... so I gotta stay watchin as a hawk in this shit.
But anyways, I hope to make it to the first ep of Clash down in Inglewood CA next year... might fuck around and get a lo lo on my Eddie Guerrero down there.
Oh yea, let me not forget shouts out to Jessie Lee winnin that TV strap... soon, imma cross paths with her one of these days....
Once again, whooo knowssss?
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