Post by Alice Gemini on Jan 16, 2022 13:23:57 GMT -5
"That's… thank you for sharing this, Alice. I'm gonna do everything I can to see that you get all the proper help possible."
"Nah don't worry about it, doc. I'm fiiiiine. A bit desensitized to every negative thing that happens to me now, but I'm fine."
"Alice, there is no possible way you're just "fine". You have to want the help to receive it, I can't force you but I do really want to help you"
"I appreciate it, I do. I'm coping the way I need to cope and it is working so far!"
"Are you talking about that whole wrestling business? Are you sure that's how you want to try and bottle up your emotions? You can't just stuff all of those dark thoughts inside a little Mason jar and throw it to the side."
"Uhhhhh, yeah. It's worked for me so far and let me tell ya, my debut match went soooo well. I'm still so full of adrenaline from it, I've slept a few hours since last week. Hitting those motherfuckers and beating them as fast as we did made me feel the highest I've ever felt and believe me, I've felt pretty high if ya know what I mean."
"If that's what works to get you to heal from these traumatic events then I'm not opposed but I really believe you need some medication as well. You've been seeing me for almost a year and I've been trying to get you on at least one of those Bi-Polar Medications."
"Yeah, that does kinda pop up whenever it feels like it. That's not the kinda high I was talking about but those manic highest are something else lemme tell ya."
"Explain what your manic highs are like, Alice."
"Fuck uh, it kinda hits me and instead of everything suddenly becoming dark everything becomes more… Saturated? Like, I become unnaturally happy but not in the way you're thinking."
"What am I thinking?"
"You're thinking "oh wow my whole life isn't so bad after all! I'm gonna go get a motherfucking vente from my favorite coffee shop and stroll in the park smiling at everyone who walks by." Nah fuck that, I mean I get happy as in I feel like the fucking ruler of the whole god damn universe."
"Please elaborate on what you mean."
"It's hard to describe but it feels like I'm suddenly the main character of Earth. Like, I'm in a 3rd person rpg ya know? Everything revolves around me and everyone I see is an npc."
"I don't play many games but that means "Non-Playable Character" correct?"
"Bingo. That's how it feels. I have a crown and the most gorgeous black dress you've ever seen. Can you imagine that on me, Dr. Durden?"
"Of course."
"It's literally the greatest feeling in the world when that manic high hits. That's when it kinda starts to get scary though. Knowing how high I am in that moment also makes me realize… I'm gonna drop aren't I? And I usually do."
"How low do you sink, Alice?"
"I can either get really fucking angry at everything and everyone around me and I WILL want to fight. That's the best time to wanna wrestle though cause I'm ready to fucking tear heads off like those Team Extreme posers. Imagine sitting there, thinking of your team name that you're gonna use on god damn TV, and you look your friend in the eyes and say "Team Extreme, bruh". What fucking grub infested rock from the 90s did you come from? I ain't afraid to admit that I came from the shit rock that is Chicago but I'm not so unoriginal that I would just say "Extreme" and then throw the word Team in front of it. I mean, look at me, I look like I'd be that edgy and at times, oh I am. But "Team Extreme"? Dr. Durden please tell me you think that name is fucking stupid too."
"It's pretty uncreative, yes. What is your Team name with Cherry if I may ask?"
"Oh, SFG."
"What is… SFG?"
"Cherry and I, fucking duh."
"No no no, what does it stand for?"
"If you know you know."
"Wha-what?"
"But anyways, These fucking losers somehow managed a rematch with us. How does a team that loses within like 2 minutes to some girls debuting get an immediate rematch? That's beta shit. I told Cherry that we should try and beat them quicker this time and really embarrass them. I'm gonna hit that shining wizard so fucking hard I'm gonna feel one of their noses shatter on my knee."
"What is a shining wizard?"
"Oh, it's my finishing maneuver if you will. They're on their knees or in a sitting position right? I run at them full speed and throw my knee right their dumb fucking Cro Magnun looking faces."
"Cro- Alice, where did you and Cherry learn to wrestle by the way?"
"Now that wasn't easy. We learned from some dude who used to wrestle in Japan named uh, Star Boy. He was apparently some legendary junior heavyweight over there. He trained us for a good 6 months and then we got this job after putting our names out there. We're young pretty girls so of course it didn't take long. Old men who run wrestling promotions can't resist hiring pretty girls. We're like the best of both worlds too so it was too easy."
"I'm happy for you, Alice I really am but this is our time for this session. I really hope you take this medication I'm giving you, you need it."
"I'll think about it ok? I just hate being controlled by something like that… Maybe I'll go more into my lows next week. I'll see you around, Dr. Durden. Oh one more thing, Check out my match too if you can, it's on Paramount+"
"Nah don't worry about it, doc. I'm fiiiiine. A bit desensitized to every negative thing that happens to me now, but I'm fine."
"Alice, there is no possible way you're just "fine". You have to want the help to receive it, I can't force you but I do really want to help you"
"I appreciate it, I do. I'm coping the way I need to cope and it is working so far!"
"Are you talking about that whole wrestling business? Are you sure that's how you want to try and bottle up your emotions? You can't just stuff all of those dark thoughts inside a little Mason jar and throw it to the side."
"Uhhhhh, yeah. It's worked for me so far and let me tell ya, my debut match went soooo well. I'm still so full of adrenaline from it, I've slept a few hours since last week. Hitting those motherfuckers and beating them as fast as we did made me feel the highest I've ever felt and believe me, I've felt pretty high if ya know what I mean."
"If that's what works to get you to heal from these traumatic events then I'm not opposed but I really believe you need some medication as well. You've been seeing me for almost a year and I've been trying to get you on at least one of those Bi-Polar Medications."
"Yeah, that does kinda pop up whenever it feels like it. That's not the kinda high I was talking about but those manic highest are something else lemme tell ya."
"Explain what your manic highs are like, Alice."
"Fuck uh, it kinda hits me and instead of everything suddenly becoming dark everything becomes more… Saturated? Like, I become unnaturally happy but not in the way you're thinking."
"What am I thinking?"
"You're thinking "oh wow my whole life isn't so bad after all! I'm gonna go get a motherfucking vente from my favorite coffee shop and stroll in the park smiling at everyone who walks by." Nah fuck that, I mean I get happy as in I feel like the fucking ruler of the whole god damn universe."
"Please elaborate on what you mean."
"It's hard to describe but it feels like I'm suddenly the main character of Earth. Like, I'm in a 3rd person rpg ya know? Everything revolves around me and everyone I see is an npc."
"I don't play many games but that means "Non-Playable Character" correct?"
"Bingo. That's how it feels. I have a crown and the most gorgeous black dress you've ever seen. Can you imagine that on me, Dr. Durden?"
"Of course."
"It's literally the greatest feeling in the world when that manic high hits. That's when it kinda starts to get scary though. Knowing how high I am in that moment also makes me realize… I'm gonna drop aren't I? And I usually do."
"How low do you sink, Alice?"
"I can either get really fucking angry at everything and everyone around me and I WILL want to fight. That's the best time to wanna wrestle though cause I'm ready to fucking tear heads off like those Team Extreme posers. Imagine sitting there, thinking of your team name that you're gonna use on god damn TV, and you look your friend in the eyes and say "Team Extreme, bruh". What fucking grub infested rock from the 90s did you come from? I ain't afraid to admit that I came from the shit rock that is Chicago but I'm not so unoriginal that I would just say "Extreme" and then throw the word Team in front of it. I mean, look at me, I look like I'd be that edgy and at times, oh I am. But "Team Extreme"? Dr. Durden please tell me you think that name is fucking stupid too."
"It's pretty uncreative, yes. What is your Team name with Cherry if I may ask?"
"Oh, SFG."
"What is… SFG?"
"Cherry and I, fucking duh."
"No no no, what does it stand for?"
"If you know you know."
"Wha-what?"
"But anyways, These fucking losers somehow managed a rematch with us. How does a team that loses within like 2 minutes to some girls debuting get an immediate rematch? That's beta shit. I told Cherry that we should try and beat them quicker this time and really embarrass them. I'm gonna hit that shining wizard so fucking hard I'm gonna feel one of their noses shatter on my knee."
"What is a shining wizard?"
"Oh, it's my finishing maneuver if you will. They're on their knees or in a sitting position right? I run at them full speed and throw my knee right their dumb fucking Cro Magnun looking faces."
"Cro- Alice, where did you and Cherry learn to wrestle by the way?"
"Now that wasn't easy. We learned from some dude who used to wrestle in Japan named uh, Star Boy. He was apparently some legendary junior heavyweight over there. He trained us for a good 6 months and then we got this job after putting our names out there. We're young pretty girls so of course it didn't take long. Old men who run wrestling promotions can't resist hiring pretty girls. We're like the best of both worlds too so it was too easy."
"I'm happy for you, Alice I really am but this is our time for this session. I really hope you take this medication I'm giving you, you need it."
"I'll think about it ok? I just hate being controlled by something like that… Maybe I'll go more into my lows next week. I'll see you around, Dr. Durden. Oh one more thing, Check out my match too if you can, it's on Paramount+"
