We Must Fall Apart (An Open Letter)
Jul 18, 2019 22:31:12 GMT -5
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Post by Kennedy Matthews on Jul 18, 2019 22:31:12 GMT -5
Dear AW Community (Especially Estrella),
It didn’t happen the way I had hoped. I had let Estrella down in her return. She was being pinned and I didn’t stop it. I didn’t do my job as a sister and as a partner.
For that, Estrella, I am sorry. I am sorry for failing you once again. This whole time you have been better off with Lissie anyway. You were better off with Edwina. You were better off with anyone but me.
Anyone else would be better. Crippling depression was taking over and it couldn’t have come at a worse time. It was time for me to prepare to focus on the United States Title Match at Carnage with Walter, Teo Blaze, and Kyle Kemp. I needed to rise...so I didn’t fade into the abyss of Anxiety that claimed more and more victims everyday.
I must prove myself and my own brain wrong before I could prove the world wrong at Carnage and it all had to begin at the Go Home edition of Clash. Eight person tag match takes center stage as some of the best… and the not so great, take center stage. In one corner you have “The Queen” Kennedy Matthews teaming with the husband of one half of the team that beat Kennedy and Estrella last week Dane Preston, and two of my opponents at Carnage, Teo Blaze and Kyle Kemp going against the hot young upstart, CC Loyal, Dane Preston’s archnemesis, LA Johnny Stylez, Ryan Elias, and “The Duchess” herself, Lissie Hope.
First things first, to my Carnage opponents, that is then but at Clash we have to get along or we will more than likely fail. We can fight after the final bell when our hands will be raised in victory. Then, we can all focus on Walter and the United States Title.
Dane Preston, the next part is for you. I don’t know you very well but we need to get a win. Sure, your wife got one over on me last week but I need you to hear me out. I am a woman with nothing else to lose. I was on top of the world at Evolution but now the Queen is unsure of even her own future.
Our opponents are impressive in their own right.. Well three of them are and then there is LA Johnny Stylez who I am still unsure why he is still a thing. I feel like he was a funny meme that has been shared too many times at this point. Better yet, he is the guy who steals the caption off the meme for a Tweet as if the rest of us haven’t already heard it on the meme in the first place.
Ryan Elias, I don’t know who is the biggest threat to you. My team or the firecracker of a redhead that I call a sister. She has been on your radar for months and you can’t seem to shake her. You are constantly talking about her, thinking about her, dreaming about her. Dude, it ain’t gonna happen. Regardless of what I have said about her she has fucking standards dude.
Cecilia Loyal. You got some real talent and I recognize that. It takes a lot of balls to come in and pin Casey Holliday in your first match. Sure, you had some help from Lissie, but still. You are talented and I resent that. I resent when bitches like you come in to my home and try to outshine me. I loathe when people like you come into my Kingdom and try to take my throne. I am making it my mission to take you out personally. You are someone that I loathe respectfully.
That brings me to the one I am least wanting to be in the ring with. I know it has been a long time coming and it was bound to happen. Unlike at Evolution, this one isn’t planned. This one isn’t an elaborate scheme that you and I are planning. This is legit. This is what the Action Wrestling community has had wet dreams about since we started arguing over Estrella’s attention. Let’s give ‘em hell in that ring. Remember though, I have your back after this but do you have mine? Since the Royal Family has taken center stage you have been wishy washy at best. Lissie, are you about the Royal Family or is the internet right and you are using this as a way to propel your own career? Lissie, think long and hard about what Estrella, Geri, and I mean to you. You are a sister to us. Are we simply a collection of catapults to you? I expect your answer sooner rather than later… Duchess.
In the grand scheme of things this may seem like a cry for help or a way to keep my name relevant to the AW Community. This is simply for me to regain my focus. To regain my fighting spirit. A way to apologize those that I let down and in the same breath get myself focused on the Carnage I am going to create in a week when I become the United States Champion. As I continue reinventing myself in and out of the ring, I am going to keep evolving and adapting.
As Clash and Carnage approach expect the crown on my head to sit higher than ever before. Expect the Royal treatment to continue like it did to wipe out QDT, Leviathan, Kyle Kemp, and Walter the last couple of weeks. As I continue to work on myself, expect the storm to rage on as I go on to become your NEW United States Champion. Dane, C.C., Ryan, and Lissie, I have to make examples out of you all this week as I make my statement.
I’m the Queen of the Castle, Get Down You Dirty Rascals. This is my throne and I will be DAMNED if anyone can usurp me from it!
Respectfully Yours