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Post by CJ Phoenix on Apr 13, 2021 9:07:55 GMT -5
First off, I want to say thank you to everyone that was willing to have me back in the world of efedding. I've been thinking about it for a while, and I've decided to take a hiatus from CruiserClash. I don't have anything against anyone, and I believe that everyone there is immensely talented. It's just been difficult for me to write for it, especially in the last two months. I'm sure most of it is my fault for not being able to properly fit the CC style. Even making this decision was hard. On one hand, I didn't want to do it because I felt like it would just be another thing that I failed at in life and that I'm nothing more than worthless, wasted potential with no hope of ever succeeding at anything. On the other hand, it wouldn't have been enjoyable if I kept going because the motivation and purpose weren't there, which would've eventually caused a drop in quality in my RPs. Maybe sometime down the line, I might actually adjust to the CC style and return there for a bit. CruiserClash is in great hands anyway, so keep holding it down over there!
Also, special thanks to Tort and the Following guys. I told them about this around two weeks ago, and they supported it. It's still dreadful knowing that I haven't lived up to their expectations(or rather my perception of their expectations) since I got involved with them, but they've been really helpful and encouraging, loving me despite how much I hate myself. You guys are amazing, and I probably wouldn't be here without you. I'll find some way to make it up to you guys.
So for those(if any) wondering why I'm on Clash instead of CC this week, there's your answer. I'm gonna probably go to sleep now or whatever. Byeonara!
(P.S. thanks for the "send-off" match, Shaw!)
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Post by Gravedigger on Apr 13, 2021 12:29:14 GMT -5
Well this is kinda surprising. I considered you one of the top writers on CruiserClash and I wouldn't go out of my way to say that if it were not true. Not winning as much as you like, and that's not what I'm saying that you're saying here, is not an indication of your skill or fitting in. The roster is insanely talented and there's always so many close matches that it's hard to gain momentum sometimes.
Regardless, we'll still be here when you're ready to return.
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Post by Johnny Bacchus on Apr 13, 2021 12:31:26 GMT -5
I don't think he's leaving Digger, he's moving to regular Clash,
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Post by Action Reel on Apr 13, 2021 14:49:51 GMT -5
I don't think he's leaving Digger, he's moving to regular Clash, lmao this is what happens when you skim. -Gravedigger
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Post by Claire Hawkins on Apr 13, 2021 16:18:18 GMT -5
To be fair, it does give off that vibe that he is taking time off. I had to read it a couple of times before it clicked lol
I'm glad he's bumping up. CC CJ was a blast to read, but MNC CJ is going to be even better!
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Post by CJ Phoenix on Apr 13, 2021 16:50:53 GMT -5
I probably should've worded it better....or actually went to sleep BEFORE I typed it up so that I would've worded it better lol
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